I am about to send a message to my one and only online Ate here in tumblr and of course in online world. She allowed me to call her that way. I have no updates to anyone who are dear to me here so much and it feels like I have no time to rests at all. I have no idea that she is striving because of all the stress and problems she’s having right now. And I am feeling this guilt that I should have been there to comfort her. I feel sad because I can’t do anything.

If ever you read this, I want you to know that I care and I love you. I will repay all the good things you did for me. It may be not now but I will.